People have told me I don’t let them in. I’m never quite sure what they mean.
I talk about things. I tell people what’s going on in my life. I can spend hours talking to someone I’m close to. It’s not like I’m hiding anything.
But apparently there’s something people feel they can’t get to.
Someone asks what’s wrong and I say I’m fine. If I’m having a hard time, I usually deal with it myself. I don’t see the point in talking about something when there’s nothing anyone can do about it.
Sometimes people take that personally. They say I shut them out. That I disappear when things get difficult. That they never know what I’m really feeling.
I don’t know.
I’ve just never been someone who needs to talk about everything.
That’s just how I am.